Dec 26, 2007


Ho Ho Ho ... Christmas is here and so is the Santa Claus .. Nipun a final year engineering student chose to be the happy go lucky Santa .. for the kids of Pustak .. a slum school in sector 25. We volunteer a local city youth organization that has been promoting volunteerism since Jan 2007 is all charmed up with last event of the year at a place which is so close to its heart, rather the heart itself. There were more than 80 kids and 20 volunteers , all enjoying themselves to the fullest.
The event was predominately a dance competition for children of age 7- 14. "More than talent the kids had highly appreciable confidence, says Aurodeepa who was one of the judges who was also busy capturing all these moments with her camera.
The event was proactively organized by Andi, Deepika Charan, Varun and Rahul who are apparently the second generation of the We volu nteer under the guidance of Amanpreet who is one of the founder members.
Not to forget last but not the least kudos to Varsha, Sagar, Rohit and Sushil the winners of the evening who had possibly everything to jazz up the huge gathering. At the end of the day the Santa provided eat eries at gifts to all the kids with a condition that they be good human throughout the year, so was a beautiful Christmas ….. Merry Christmas to all J
its all black n rainin.. me sittin amidst these ever romantic breeze.. m feelin really nice. i can c the twinkling

Dec 1, 2007

aux12...sahil aggarwal

a team member left today....
blah.. of course m not senti....
jus that i don like such changes.... i feel reeally nice in this time.. abhi abhi toh v joined.. and now his leavin..
why do i adjust so many times... jus feelin bad... team mite not remain as cheerful as it was.. i dunno... its a great team to work with..
phh... soon poonam also'll leave. :-( :-(
mohapatra sir 'll remain.. jai ho!!
missin deee... :p
:-o

"cut-copy-paste"-i liked it

Today I feel hollow again. Last night as I was driving back from Nicky's I barely could drive straight, half drunk, half asleep. Tired, exhausted physically and emotionally. I just had one wish at that time of the night as I listened to the most amazing love songs driving by the SF Ocean....I just wished I really was back in Ibiza...where I was driving late at night very tired but I knew I was going to David's place where so beautiful so lonely so peaceful....I knew all I wanted to do was just lie down next to him in the dark and everything will be fine with me. That would be the most comfortable thing in the world and so I wished the next Exit was the roundabout of Portinatx and St Eulalia...Why wasn't it? Is it so bad to not get what you so badly want? Am I infatuated or am I in love? I am feeling so hollow, my heart feels so weird....I thought I was ok last week and again this comes up on me...I cant stop thinking about him...Am I going crazy, or I am pmsing regardless...What Mylinh said is it really all true? Yes my well being is more important than anything? But am I going back to Europe subconsciously because of him? I dont think so? Ibiza yes but not other places....I love him. I long to be with you DAvid...I wish you could see how much I want to be with you. Just how much...my heart aches for you my love.....I want you in my life forever....but I am asking for too much ...maybe just the impossible.....why? Am I not self content? Why Why Why am I doing this to myself? Why I travelled? Why I met so many men? When will I get over David? I know I will eventually well actually I dont know but there is always someone better but truly I dont know...I have just never met anyone like him. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....I wish he could just show up through the computer, the door, the window or I was in his room with h im next to him holding him tight in his room...thats all I want in this whole wide world......haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaye Rabbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbba!!

Nov 23, 2007

LETTER TO KE'
12:15amY u upset baby.. Kya hua aapko.. I slept.. Dint bathe.. Was with ish for sometime.. Talkin n tryin to make sense… m becomin a dog.
Madhvi (my on-stage mom), ramnish . N mom (like always)… all were upset today.. N now you too. :-( :-( :-(
12:33am
Me.. Jus flowin with the flow… dunno wether to b happy or to be sad bout it. After this air-force fiasco. M jus not able to think of anything… 've stopped tryin too. Seems like nothin on earth matters to me. C.. 've become a dog.
1:40am
Celebrations goin in my office… its thanks giving day… so less calls..
………
Thank you.. For…. U know. Do I've to start countig…
1:45am
I wonder… people.. I mean my people.. I mean few of them.. Its like, life'll b as good as hell without them… may b little better..
So I was thinkin… why do I think all this… I mean, m I a looser… huh.. Tryin to impress my self. Huh.. Huh…
Wtf wtf wtf wtf
My team-mates playin with a with a smiley spongee ball… guys really like it.. Specialy jus holdin it. Huh… loosers. What do they think huh!
2:00am
Vikram.. The guy I always had issue with durin my trg. Cute n a typical no-no guy for me. Conventionally Cute-beautiful luks.. For me.. He's only cute because he has a good sense of humour. But he's not aware of this talent. In short. BPO kills talent.
That does make sense
5:45am
Hmm… new fren… sits on the other side of my work station.. Its almost the first time v r talkin n he was tellin me bout hid family stories.. As in grievances.. Its ok.
Little strange. . But y to b judgemental?
Bahut ho gaya… chal bye.
Good night. Take care
Hugs n muahs…
N yeah… I was wonderin.. Air force thingi (had it hapnd) won'have left space for our joint ventures.. Yani k.. Our PR n evnt managemnt plans… I plan to go to mumbai after feb… once my DELL tenure is over. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee…. Say eeeeeeeee.. B gud.
Kd ko bhi yaad kar lete hain.. Eeee
Ekdun gadha hai na who!

Nov 22, 2007

day before.. i discovered that my height is not fit for being an air force pilot. :-(

Nov 10, 2007

hey there,

happy diwali! it was ystrday.... :-)

m at my work... this work is somethin like.. takin calls n ... calls that custumers make.. everytime with some or the other issue :-(

yaar.... how can v solve somebody's problem... v already have so many to b taken care of... so many screw ups in our own life... wow... i work.. i do somethin.. that doesnt really make any sense to me..