hey... dd flew to UK today...
so.......... great thing!! i don miss her.. but, knowin that she little far.. as in ... i know not too far.. but, knowin that she's away is little... makin me uncomfortable... feelin little low.. m sure i'll b fine very soon. its stupid!!
m being exclusively rude to mum.... why is she over caring.. i don want it yaa..
m i too scared to face that stupid soft part of me... or m jus being filmy now.
m searchin for somethin... somethin in myself.. somethin that's unknown.. somethin that's lesser painful.. somethin's that's not unnecessarily complex.....but the truth. m so lost........ mum-dad are the best of all.... i mite not do justice to them.... its beyond my capability. but i know that m not askin for somethin that's not justified.... and why don v have better ways to prove that we do care for..... i love them for what they are.... for what they've been..................
sorry!! for givin you those baseless hurts.... take it! for you love me... take me- for my thots that are not justified.... take me -for i know that there's a best of me.... somewhere.... which i completely owe to you.
i love you.... for still bearing me the way i am.
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