My new room. . Its good. M aclimatized to it after today's evening. I like it.
. . . Fighting with unstablity, still. :'(
browsed through my entire history of guys. . Why does my relationship never last. . :(
or may b now i shud say. . Why do i even care. . Its definitely not meant for me. I shudnt b a part of anythin that has got anythin to do with 'family'.
Today. . Its only Ke' who feels little like my family. But i dunno. . When that mite as well go away. . . . :'(
my Beary is my family. . I kiss her and it gets me so emotional. . every single time and its so good. . :'( Cant even b away from her.
My roommates' indifference depresses me. . How could've i possibly hurt them. . It throws me into a big question mark. On n average. . Weekends' are still the more difficult hours to pass. . Yet i need sedation.
I don wanna screw my backlogs. . But m too scared.
Zzz zzz. . . . Zzz. .
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