Hey... ;)
This is the n-th time i thought of writing... but actually the first time m doin it....thankfully dint give it another thought.. else i'd still 've been playing farmtown. (fragment... looks like.... needs grammatical reconsideration)
i made a loosers decision... (this kind! after a long time). dint apply for the marketing summers with mtv... MTV.. the most glamorous thingi i know since childhood. yes.. the same one.. blah!!
i feel as if.. i cant forgive myself.. :'( :'(
CANNOT FORGIVE MYSELF... that best describes my exact feeling.....
in fact... this bad shape m in... i cant forgive myself for that also.... and the timing is so right to spoil the last hope of my career. so..
KNOWING THIS... what the heck m i doin.. Simply Nothin!!
Lets do a quick check-
age- 22y,8m,1d,13h..........
parents - do not trust, highly tensed and above all regularly bothered directly or indirectly
career- no one knows
emotional status - 65% sad and disturbed........ 22 % lost...... 13 % doesnt exist
(after all this... nothin else makes any better sense anyway)

aaah....... m feeling better.. atleast everyone knows it.. cant be any worse. hmm