Mujhe le chal kahin. ."
When this song had released. . That was a time when i was desperate to experience love in my life. . Yr 2006. . I don even believe if my feelings were ever so strong then. It was a horribly wrong decision to get into a relationship at that time. I had pushed myself so much into it. . That it only defeated my mind some more.
" Mann. . Ki gali. . Tu phuharon si aa. . . . bheeg jaye mere. . khwabon ka kafila. . "
i could imagine these things between other couples more that i could ever feel for gautam. . And while i used to listen to it, i couldnt even remotely imagine him there. It should have been, but it wasnt. :'(
That guy who i could see with this rythm. . Who i always wanted in my life. . Ever since then. . After hurtin myself bad enough, only to know how the presence of true feelings differ from the desire to have them. . . He came much later. He still is there. . . . . I guess. :'(
"jahan hai. . Teri bahein. . Mera sahil wahin. ."
today. . Its a thousand times much critical situation. I couldnt believe in such a twisi in my luck. . :'( He came. . So close. . . . . .
M doing somethin totally against what i really wanna do. No, this's not bout my career this time. Its bout my love too. . now onwards. . :'(
"jise tu. . gungunaye. . Meri dhunn hai wahi. . "
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