"Lie with Me"

Watchin Porn can never b a solution. . Neither can b a 'smoke'. . No matter what brand- same or different. .
'Laila'- the canadian girl never knew what love is. . . Until her strongest sexual desire himself falls for her. This is a cultural difference. . As per another darn truth that i saw here. This is a reverse path of realisations n revealations of such complicated emotional phenomenas. Some people are sometimes able to connect everythin they experience. . And some people are jus contented with whatever they know n feel in bits n pieces.
Laila believes that men rule the world. How much would she have ever actually rejected the pain that her mere curiousity got her into. She was comfortable jus being a part of that orgasmic feeling. . . In the moment.
All i care to know right now is. . . . . Life could b so easily simplified by accepting smallest of pleasures that could come so handy all the time. Yet. . V reject. For v expect something better to come our way. Or sometimes, even more unfortunately. . V jus don want it anymore. That's not true with me. . I want it & I wont get it. Makes me miserable any which ways. . . .
'REJECT'- that shud b my answer to everything.
I wanna run away. . Jus far far away.
Away from everythin that hurts 'people'. .
Away from my 'unfair' failures. .
:(
i cant b alone on this path anymore. .
So i have to ESCAPE!