1 Aug '12
I was petrified when I first saw her... so raw... and dangerous...
But it was only till that NCC camp happened #pre thal-sainik camp July '05 - Shahatalai, Himachal... and i knew what she was. I was in love with her... i was in love with the way she liked me.
We bonded at a level we both were darn truthful and innocent. And we believed in every bit of a fairy tale. We both did it.. together. And deep down we both knew how funny it was. We enjoyed every bit of being stupid...
We had no means to keep in touch.. we decided to look at the moon every night at 9 and we will remember each other. I never did it... She did.. till sometime.
#annual training camp Nov '05 - we met again. the camp ended with a case where an officer harassed her. We took it to the media. It was a huge thing. An year later the damn officer got court-marshaled. She had a brake up following the camp.
We met again... at #view-point, chandimandir... I set her up with another loser who was secretly in love with me. It dint work out....
She fell in love again.. and this was an intense one.
I helped her break up with him. She fought with her family and left home... for Delhi. We never kept in touch.... Eventhough.. I was always supposed to be there for her.
My boy fren got married and i was still into him. I moved to Pune and we drifted further apart.
But it was only till that NCC camp happened #pre thal-sainik camp July '05 - Shahatalai, Himachal... and i knew what she was. I was in love with her... i was in love with the way she liked me.
We bonded at a level we both were darn truthful and innocent. And we believed in every bit of a fairy tale. We both did it.. together. And deep down we both knew how funny it was. We enjoyed every bit of being stupid...
We had no means to keep in touch.. we decided to look at the moon every night at 9 and we will remember each other. I never did it... She did.. till sometime.
#annual training camp Nov '05 - we met again. the camp ended with a case where an officer harassed her. We took it to the media. It was a huge thing. An year later the damn officer got court-marshaled. She had a brake up following the camp.
We met again... at #view-point, chandimandir... I set her up with another loser who was secretly in love with me. It dint work out....
She fell in love again.. and this was an intense one.
I helped her break up with him. She fought with her family and left home... for Delhi. We never kept in touch.... Eventhough.. I was always supposed to be there for her.
My boy fren got married and i was still into him. I moved to Pune and we drifted further apart.
She lost a friend. Suicide case. She told me of her fears and grim. I dint have much time and space to understand her.
She left me. I took a long time to realize that she has. I apologized. But she had long given up on me and a lot of other things else.
She finally got a stable job. But not love yet. I knew this. And I was starting to need her.
I believed that things will be fine when we get together. She didn't.
She gave up.
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