Nov 4, 2009

A dawn at this time. .

Had been watchin piyush come online n go away and again comin online. . Had nothin to say. Cause almost everythin was said n done. . No no. . Was Done n said much earlier last nite. In fact, i cud see both him n reetika takin breaks together. Oh, what a pathetic situation m in. .
In spite of havin a plan in place i ended up wasting the whole night waiting for somethin stupid to happen again. . And watchin 12 episodes of frens. Plus the spider solitaire n other wasteful activities. What the hell m i upto. . Hell! i practically know where is leads every fuckin time.
M lukin at one of the rare mornings i get to see here. . Specially in these years of my life, its all so spoilt. .
Emotionally. And consequently. . Every-other-'ly'. . :'(
i soooo don wanna be here. . Piyush, if u read it? Then mind it. . I jus don wanna b here anymore. . :( i want a normal life. . That makes sense to me. . :'( and i'll do it. U'll see. :'(

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