May 31, 2010

devi ahilya holkar airport

tears started rolling down my cheeks as soon as i took the cab to airport. everything made me look like n awfully pathetic looser...
i did something... i thought i'd never do.. although it dint feel like anything.
i was missing mum.. didi.. keerti.. toshi.. all the great ladies in my life. wondered how they'd've reacted.
2 days later.. today m ok. i have successfully blocked all my thinking hormones. . . or may b jus made peace with'em.
again... while checkin in.. i felt little happy yet hated the fact that i was alone. :(
security took away my yellow lighter that belonged to keerti once. :( it was like my lucky charm :(:(
screw the dumb-head airport security. :@:@

m moving on.. in huge leaps... over the whole concept of romantic love. i shud put my big brains into something more.. generic now. ha ha... something that's not unfair.
i shud sleep now.
missing keerti a lot these days.........

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